Purplestar07

I thought you were forever, Now we aren't together, No where to turn, Trapped in this burn. You crossed the line, I am not waiting for another sign, Its my heart in which you have a lock, But you chose to just walk. So many scars on my heart, I could've avoided if I would have been smart, Missing your arms around me, That is what keeps me from being free, I feel these strings holding me down, And you sit there under that awful crown, Bound to someone I am disposable to, How can I still be so loyal to you? You choked the life right out of me, Then left me on display for all to see, Karma is a bitch, One day all of this will switch. Don't

These days you are just a memory, A reminder of a personal loss, A really sad story, You showed how easy I am to toss. The good times were everything to me, Looking back I know you never felt the same, I should have let go when you forced me free, But to me you were never a game. I loved you with everything I had, But my flaws showed true, It must have been so bad, Cause in the end I lost you. You told me I was beautiful, Told me you needed me, When did you sell your soul, Walk from the debree? I enabled you to lie, Let you almost take me down, Does it even matter that I still cry, Or are you too busy wearing your crown?

You can't hear her anymore, You wonder where she went, It was her essence you tore, Her view on life in which you put a dent. She cried and begged, She took it all in, She tried to be strong, But you played a part in her ruin. She's changed, This broken girl, How did it feel? You gave that final twirl All she needed was you, Needed your love, What did you do? Gave that final shove. All these years later you miss her, But she doesn't live here anymore, You broke her with your fake lure, You shattered that girl to the core

I evolved from this dust, But I feel like I'm made of rust, This soul has had it rough, I'm expected to be so tough. It makes me want too scream that I'm weak, It takes my voice- I can't speak. Hallow and alone, For my life set is the tone Everyone who has changed how I feel has left me to myself, Forced me to put it all on a shelf. How can life be so numb, Keeping walking too the beat of the drum. Whimsical disillusions, Pathetic confusion, I just needed to believe, Now I grieve.

I shut it down, Turned off what makes me human, Left in the dust my town, Took heart in your ban You dream of the old me, She died in the pain, Can't find get remains in the debree, Not even a stain She find the truth in your lies, Brushed off the thing that glued her to you, Found better skies, To you she is no longer true She did scream out first, You failed her, It only made the result worst, Made that part of her wither

SPL Gone from your life like I was never even here, This was always my worst fear. I tried to hold on to you for so long, Why was that so wrong? I just want to love someone till the end, But I’m not sure I have any love left to spend. I’m so lost is this world of disloyalty, Where everyone pretends that I’m royalty. Where did all my true friends go? Did I miss something during the show? I just want to be reborn, Where I can believe in the love that I am sworn. Nothing is real, Everyone steals, What the fuck is the deal? I want to not feel this hollow, Or sit in the guilt that I wallow. I hope you realize what

Signs I woke this morning smiling because I love you, I fell asleep this evening crying because I love you, I feel trapped sometimes by my actions, And by your way of expressing reactions. Chorus: I leave you signs, All the time, But I wonder if they’re worth a dime, Or If I’m just wasting my time. I want your help because I’m dying inside, You didn’t even acknowledge the last time I cried. Going back to the days when we were new, A love like ours was known to very few, I thought we’d be together forever, Now it’s starting to change with the weather. I get so scared of living without you, But I d

Never At Rest My dreams will follow you for forever, As they have with so many in the past, I saw this retched pain coming from you-never, I didn’t even notice the change in you- it went so fast. Chorus: I hate it when you come back to haunt me, Like every other burden in my past, It’s like you stay to taunt me, I wish this would be over at last. I’m sick of my head spinning, And your evil smile because you know you’re winning, I’m tired of fighting this never ending war, It churns my emotions to the core. Hidden secrets playback as visual reminders of things I would like to forget, Even now, even as I

Love's Evil Spin You've lost meaning anything to me, And now you are starting to see, Being left behind kills, And it leaves you with the feeling of chills. Healing isn't an easy thing to do, And I've had to heal plenty because of you, I'll never forget what to me you meant, And everything I believed in uselessly spent. You took too much of me away, Now you hate the person I am today. You've freed the beast in me, Now you don't like what you see. Is it too much for you to take? To look at your own mistake? One day you'll understand the pain I suffer for you, And you’ll be in this hell too. I'll step over you while you cr